Mending Nerves

Like tonight. I know I have to be up and at em by seven because I’ll have work/school until 10pm with a ten minute break around two. In my concern, I scolded myself for not having been asleep yet. Then I realized, Shit, man! It’s only 9:30! If I’m asleep in an hour or so, I’ll be good. I’ve got a fuckin hour! Yeahhh!

But I quickly realized, as I peered around my uncomfortably barren room, that there was no real excitement in that. I’m totally alone.

I hate that. Wish you were here, Tony. This situation is really starting to fuck with my head.